Its been as unusually long time since I visited this corner of my world. I had been neglecting it for much too long so decided to come back here and realised that the joy this space gives me remains undiminished.This is beginning to feel more like meeting an old friend who is there for you whenever you wish to just come by and spend some quiet time.My safety net.
The good news is that I havent given up on reading.I've just not been making time to write about the fantastic books I've read.I intend to rectify that immediately.
I've had this book with me since 2012 but somehow it kept finding its way in my TBR pile (to be read) and I didnt get about reading it.It kept hovering somewhere at the back of my mind and when I recently got to know about the movie release,I decided that it was time to pick it up.
The story in brief:
This story takes place in the town of Point Partageuse in Australia during the 1920's.Tom Sherbourne returns home after fighting in WW1 in Europe and takes up the job of a lighthouse keeper on an isolated island.He soon marries Isabel and they move to this secluded island.Time passes by and years later, after two miscarriages and one still birth , the grieving Isabel hears a baby's cries on the wind.A boat has washed up onshore carrying a dead man and a live baby.Tom a principled man with meticulous record-keeping wants to report the incident immediately but reluctantly gives in to Isabels entreaties to let her keep the baby and decides to raise the child as their own.
Time passes by and when they return to the mainland , they find that the choices made by them will have consequences and that it could devastate many people.
My Views:
What an incredibly poignant and emotional story! and it totally succeeds in manipulating the reader.I knew the choices taken were morally questionable but I completely sympathized with Isabel.I could just feel her pain.
I got so utterly involved in this story that it moved me to tears and I was deeply disturbed by it.This book just managed to do that to me.I surprised myself.
The story moves rather quickly and the writing is masterful with many passages that just hit home and make you rethink about the way you've been living life.The characters have distinct personalities and voices.
I could see Tom's struggle to run away from a past of chaos and find some peace on a secluded island and a routine and ordered way of living.How he proves to be such a woderful husband through it all,never once leaving his wifes side.It was a really tender portrayal of a marriage.Isabel's miscarriages and the grief she goes through was heartbreaking.I could understand Hannah's pain as well but somehow it was just Isabel who managed to move me more.The side characters and their grey shades.Human nature at its worst and best.
It still makes me wonder about the right and wrong of the decisons taken.This is such a complex story that it does make you think long after youve finished reading the book.It is so difficult to judge and yet take a stand and still it leaves you with all these feelings.It was heart-wrenching.
And of course it was also about forgiveness but is there really anything to forgive when 'bad' choices are made by 'good' people!?
This novel is made into a movie starring Michael Fassbender,Alicia Vikander and Rachel Weisz.
I rate this book a 5 out of 5.
I set very high standards for crime fiction and am often left disappointed when they are not met.But Im always up for a good thriller so when I got to know about this book,I was immediately curious.Many thanks to Netgalley and Random House UK,Transworld publishers for my copy.
This story is set in Bradford,a modern day Gotham city rife with racial tensions,lawlesness and a major drug problem.It starts with a Sikh detective Harry Virdee discovering the crucified body of a just elected local Asian MP.All the evidence points to Lucas Dwight, a junkie and a criminal who has just been released from jail.However,Harry,often known to take the law in his hands is suspended from the police and is awaiting to answer charges at a hearing.Given a chance to restore his reputation,by his superintendent who asks him to go undercover and authorises him to work without rules and whatever it takes to locate Lucas ,Harry cant keep himself away and takes up the case.He is soon to find out how little it takes to destroy a city,which is teetering on the verge of anarchy.The question however being- will it destroy his world and all those he holds dear as well?!
My Views:
Let me begin by saying that I pulled an all nighter for this one.Kudos to the author for a fast-paced novel which is a compelling page-turner.The characters were fresh and it was heartening to see a Sikh detective playing Batman in Bradford.All the characters were clearly etched with everyone being flawed.I liked that.Noone was larger than life not even Harry Batman Virdee.The backdrop was race,religion,politics,drugs and the power struggle.Harry and his wife Saima face their own struggles being ostracised by their respective families for an interreligious marriage.
It doesnt take Harry long to find Lucas Dwight only to learn that nothing is as it seems.Lucas has been falsely implicated and there are higher forces which want him dead.Harry and Lucas form an unlikely team to discover what exactly is going on.
The bad guys especially Bashir made my skin crawl but I was surprised at the sudden change of heart in a man with a soul so dark.That didnt seem credible.Zains character was wimpy.I loved Saimas character,she was as formidable as they can get.Heavily pregnant but with a never say die attitude.My heart was in my mouth when I was reading about what her character was fated for.
The riots,the anarchy,the characters seeking redemption,mercy,forgiveness ,its all in there.I liked that the story kept me guessing till the very end.There was a sudden twist in the tale at the end as is common in most thrillers and this one ensures that there will be a sequel.
The message that shines on is that despite a racial,cultural,religious divide there remains a spark of hope which continues to shine when all else fails.This book had its high intensity moments and thats what made it likeable.Its no wonder that the television adaptation rights have already been sold.
I rate it a 3 out of 5.
I am not going to mince words when it comes to writing what I felt after reading 'The Vegetarian'.It is the winner of the 2016 Man Booker International Prize.This slim,seemingly innocuous book is in reality so full of guile that nothing will ever prepare you for what it really is about.
So let me get straight to the plot :
Yeong-hye and her husband live an ordinary life.But a nightmare changes things for them and Yeong-hye decides to give up eating meat completely.In a country like Korea where the story is set, this decision to embrace a more plant like existence is a shocking act of subversion and people react to it in quite an extreme manner.
Yeong-hye ,however refuses to budge and slowly descends into a darkness from which there is no return.This is a story about choice, obsession and our faltering attempts to understand others.
My Views:
This isnt a very long book.Its narrated in three short parts but it is terribly impactful and disturbing.This is my first foray in transgressive literature.Yeong-hye gives no explanation when asked why she refuses to eat meat and just says that she had a dream (the details of which are vividly described only to the reader).Things begin to deteriorate rapidly when her father tries to force a piece of meat into her mouth and she stabs herself in revolt.Its a downward spiral from this point.Her relationships begin to fall apart and we realise that she is slowly but surely losing her mind.
Yeong-hye barely speaks in the book and the story is not told from her perspective.It is narrated from the point of view of her husband,her brother-in-law and her sister.Yeong-hyes husband states in the opening chapter that his wife is completely unremarkable in every way.I thought that this would set the tone for the book only to realise later how terribly wrong I had been.The Husband wants to just shrug off responsiblity.The Artist brother-in-law takes his obsession to a completely bizarre level and The sister realises that there is only so much she can do to help Yeong-hye.
This is one of the most bizarre books Ive ever read.It takes weirdness to an entirely different level but it does hit you and engulf you in a shroud of gloom.I just couldnt shake the feeling off for quite a while.It is a stark look at mental illness and how it affects not only the individual but everyone who cares about them.I wanted to keep reading because I was clueless as to where the story was headed.
The first part had me hooked and perplexed.
The second part was a bolt from the blue.
The third part was where it all comes together but only to leave you feeling completely depressed.
I rate it a 3 out of 5.
Do not read it if you've been feeling particularly down.
I am determined to get things done before I go back to being myself .Thats one of the reasons Im posting a second review today.This is a new author and a debut novel.I stumbled across a few people raving about it and decided to pick it up.Besides the title was intriguing and the synopsis said that sometimes,the perfect marriage is the perfect lie and in times like these,I thought that it is very believable.
This is the story of a seemingly perfect couple,Jack and Grace.Jack is handsome and rich and Grace is charming and elegant.But you soon figure out that somethings not quite right because they are never apart.Grace never answers the phone.They have a common email.She never meets anyone for lunch or coffee.She cooks elaborate meals but still remains very slim.So you know that things are not always the way they seem.Is it then the perfect life or the perfect lie?
My views:
This book was a fairly simple read.I liked the way it alternated between the present and the past.We are taken on a journey through the couples life from how they meet to how they get together.Jack comes across as the perfect guy in every way.Charming,handsome,accomodative towards Grace's sister Millie who has Downs syndrome and Grace is swept off her feet and agrees to marry him.Thats exactly when things go in a downward spiral.
It was a page-turner to a certain extent,then it got a bit unbelievable.I was very interested to see where the story was going and how it would end.Parts of the story are excellent and keep you at the edge of your seat but in parts you wonder why Grace is behaving the way she does.
Jacks character is believable to an extent.I know sadists do exist but here the sadism is taken to unnatural heights.I hated the way Molly,the puppy was treated.From there on it just got more bizzare.Thats when my interest level dipped and it started to feel like fiction.
But if you delude yourself into somehow believing that all of it could happen,then you'll enjoy the book.It shines in parts.I liked how the story ends.I would have been very disappointed if it had to end any other way.
Considering that its a debut novel,I rate it a 3 out of 5.
I've been procrastinating again.Havent come here in a really long time but I intend changing that very soon.Hopefully i'll be able to post more often.
Thrity Umrigar is one of my favourite authors.She usually writes women-centric fiction and I love that she provokes me to stop and think.Her books have characters which one might meet in everyday life.The stories she writes about feel so very real.
A bit about the book:
Laximi, a village girl who comes to the United States is desperately lonely and trapped in a loveless marriage.Forced to cut ties from her family in India and living a life restricted to a small restaurant and a grocery store,she attempts suicide in despair.However she is saved by timely intervention and her case is assigned to Maggie,an African-American psychologist with an Indian husband.Maggi who is usually detached in her professional relationships befriends Laximi and they become close.She also helps Laximi start a successful cleaning and catering business.
Laximi has a dark secret in her past and when she confesses it to Maggie she reacts in a way which is completely unexpected by Laximi.However the tables are soon turned when Laximi stumbles upon Maggies secret which in turn shakes her faith in Maggi and jeopardizes their bond.This is a very honest novel about friendship,expectations,disappointments and second chances.
My views:
I was immediately hooked on to this book.The characters are given distinct voices.It took some getting used to, to read Laximis part because the dialect she was given was that of an Indian village girl who barely knows how to speak English.So its fractured English for Laximi all way.But I got used to that quickly.Maggie Bose on the other hand is a self-assured ,independent woman but flawed at the same time.Being a psychologist and dealing with peoples problems and helping people deal with their lives.But when she faces her own demons she needs to take help as well.I was drawn into their lives.
We as adults lead very complex lives.As people we are capable of so many emotions,its scary if we allow ourselves to get swept away by them.You cant logic your way through emotion sometimes and mistakes do happen.The most important lesson this book teaches is not to be judemental about others.Different people,lead different lives and have different pasts.Just because someone doesnt conform to your standards doesnt give you the right to take a higher moral ground.
I liked that this book explores the fragility of a friendship and takes us through an entire gamut of emotions.I was non-judgemental while reading this book though it provoked me to think that a certain character has behaved wrongly.It raises pertinent questions about the sanctity of marriage,being trapped in a loveless marriage and infidelity.
I liked that the conclusion was open-ended because it couldnt have been any other way.Its not easy nor is it simple to get back on track in life after life changing events.Its always an ongoing process,a story which never ends.
I rate this book a 4 out of 5.
I kept away from my blog for some time now mainly because I didnt know what to do with myself for a period of time after reading this book.You just cant be done with a book like this.I couldnt bear to write about it immediately nor could I gather my thoughts in a coherent form.I spent an inordinate amount of time feeling morose and I couldnt really place a finger on it but I knew that I had to snap back and eventually get on with life.The Bell Jar is a dangerous book.To those who havent read it yet,dont say I didnt warn you.
This is a semi-autobiographical novel and the only one written by Sylvia Plath.
Esther Greenwood,the protagonist is a beautiful and talented young woman who becomes mentally unstable during a summer spent interning at a magazine in New York City.We follow Esthers slow descent into extreme depression.Being unable to fit into the culturally acceptable role of womanhood and tormented by the death of her father,Esther attempts to commit suicide and end it all.She is sent to various psychiatrists,given shock treatments and psychotherapy sessions which ultimately aid in lifting the metaphorical Bell Jar in which she has felt trapped and stifled.However the journey to fight ones inner demons in never easy and to honestly document it is even more difficult.
My Views:
I had read a few of Sylvia Plaths poems and had studiouly avoided reading this book for a long time now.I knew it would be a difficult read but I have also challenged myself to read books I wouldnt dare to in 2016.So I took it on as a dare.Let me be honest and say that I took a really long time to get through this book mainly because I was reading it in small doses to bear the emotional onslaught in installments.
It is very simply narrated as if by detached observation and no histrionics but when it eventually sinks in ,you find it difficult to handle her emotional turmoil.It is written using a series of flash backs that show up parts of Esthers past.It addresses important questions like a womans role and living up to societal expectations.The way men percieve women.Nothing much has changed in any aspect even years after she wrote the book.The issues are still the same and its still very much a patriarchal society.Nothing much has changed for people with mental illnesses.There is still stigma attached to it.It is just like Esther has described her mother saying,'I knew you'd decide to be alright again'.'
Why cant people understand that it could happen to anyone.Arent we all on the brink of insanity anyway dealing with what life throws at us.All it takes is one bad moment or one bad day to push anyone over the edge.It is very easy to descend into the whirlpool of gloom.What is important at times like these is knowing that you arent alone,having moral and emotional support and seeking timely help from a professional.
There are so many scenes in this book which I will never be able to forget.It was a visceral experience to read it.This is so intense that it grabs you by the lapels and drags you to the darkest corner in your mind and leaves you there for sometime.
Read it is all I can say!
This book came up on my social media feed while I was browsing for books.I was mid-way through a novel but my mind prompted me to search for something more.I am now officially a book polygamist.I read more than one book at a time and I can do it guilt free ;-)I had no idea what this book was about but I was familiar with the author's work and didnt think twice before picking it up.I finished reading it over the weekend.
Lucy Barton the narrator of this story tells us about the nine weeks she spent in hospital several years ago when her two daughters were young.Her mother,who she has been estranged from for many years ,comes to see her.They talk about trivial things,cousins,people they knew and of marriages that didnt work out and this gossip seems to reconnect them.But scratch the surface and there's a troubled family and Lucy's desire to escape it all,her life now,her marriage,her love for her two daughters and her desire to become a writer.
My Views:
Lucy Barton is a brilliant narrator and she tells us her story without telling us her story.The mother-daughter conversations about other people and gossip about their marriages,seem to reconnect them but what is most painful are the things left unsaid.Lucy carries the burden of acute poverty and abuse. To survive a past like that and come out unscathed is extraordinary.This story is about coming to terms with who you are.How the past defines us and makes us what we are.How we are just the sum total of the people we meet.She speaks about the people she met in her life,the impact they had on her and how grateful she was for them.She knew exactly when people were judgemental about her but she chose to see the kindness in strangers.That is a quality very few people possess.
It is difficult to make peace with one's past sometimes.It is too painful to go back and relive it.Lucy Barton's story is about all that and more.She knows exactly what defined her.She knows exactly who she is.She knows how similar she is to her mother in some ways.She doesnt begrudge her mother for anything.I could gauge that the mother probably had a past of her own which she could never recover from and that made her the kind of woman she was.Unable to love a daughter who craves for affection.However Lucy doesnt want the same for her children,she loves them and cares deeply about them.She aspires to be a writer and I loved the bit she wrote about her favourite author.You learn so much from this book.
I thought Lucy Barton was a very strong woman.At no point does she evoke pity.On the contrary you look up to her in awe.She is flawed but she is very insightful and I liked her for that.I will hopefully be reading her story again at some point in my life.
Do we really get time to introspect and look within us,skim through our past and remember the people or incidents which in some way contributed to who we are today.If I think about it,I feel Im made from all the people I've encountered and all the things I've experienced.However I often wonder if the way our life turns out boils down to one particular moment.Is it one definable moment which ultimately sets the wheels in motion?Would our lives have taken a different course if we had behaved differently back then?Would we never meet the people we met had it not been for that one choice.Conversations which impacted me were sometimes with people I least expected to connect with.At the end of it all,those conversations are what I remember most.Those conversations are responsible for the kind of person I am today.All these fleeting thoughts.All because of this book.
This is a book to be savoured.It will definitely provoke you to think back on your life and trust me sometimes its good to just look back and see how far you have come.
I rate it a 4 out of 5.
